Hi all
After suffering for all my adult life the last 26 years with this cronic condition and currently on 17.5mg of M.T. X A week and have been for the last 2 years. With havin psorosis for so long its gave me psoratic arthritis in my hands and feet . Well back in the 80,s when there was very little forms ov treatment for this condition I was in hospital a lot of times with at least 75% of my total body covered and at 15 years old I felt like a circus freak and still do to this day .
So I can so relate to anyone who has this condition...and so feel for you.
And its true there is not one single place on my entire body that's never been affected.. internal too.. people who suffer with psorosis must keep there feelings locked away as I.did for many years its made me a very frustrated and angry man and it so affects my.wife and kids...
Not in the way I'm violent in any way shape or form .. in that my tone can be very Sharp and off with people. I don't realise I'm being that way .. and don't mean to be that way that's the way I am . I would love to say there's high and lows with this condition but for me there's only ever been LOW,S .. depression can get a hold of you before you no it .. and people can be so hurtful in comments and just genral looks that's all it can take somtimes..
I feel like a modern day lepper and can understand the way these people must have felt all these years ago.
You must take each days as it comes and tell yourself tomorrows another day..
And never get into the negative way of thinkin because the doom and gloom only makes it worse..and you must allways tell yourself there's someone out there worse than yourself..
This condition has on a few occasions made me contiplate doing silly things my condition has been that bad with the pains I've had and no matter what pain killers I've ever took don't even touch the edge your body after years of this begins to deal with the pain in its own way .
Example about 5 years ago I had a accident whilst removing slate tiles from a roof .. took 2 fingers off and was rushed to ae. Where they spent a hour sticking needles where the fingers where supposed to be and to no avale could they numb me ... In the end with my such a high tolerance to pain they stiched them back on with out being able to numb them .. there was people come to see me whilst this was being done because they had never seen anything like it lol..
So all I can ever say to people who suffer with any form of psorosis your not alone and try and talk to people don't keep your feelings locked away cos u will only end up a very angry person like me ... God bless u all
