Hi Tonya and welcome to the board from a fellow newbie..
I'm in the same boat as you too. Got P when I was 6 had it every single day since. Now 28.
I know what you mean about the creams n stuff I've tried loads of treatments with out what I would call success, so I basically gave up on all treatments. Most I do now is get out in the sun when I can, put on as much moisturiser as I can and relax, take each day at a time.
In general I actually forget its there most of the time, I think this is due to getting it so young, I can't remember not having P.. There are only a couple of occasions that the embaressment pushes through, this tends to be when females are involved..
but my philosophy: If someone's got in issue with my skin, thats their problem. I am who I am, and P has played a big part in making me that person.
Lifes to short to worry about it. If I worry it gets worse.. not a good situation.
Sometimes it pi**es you of, and we have to get over it. But you've come to the right place to vent your anger.
Cheers
Stu.