this is my p story , please read and share your own story if you care

when i was 18 (now 29 ) i was diagnosed with p , since then ive had flare ups , clear skin , and a mountain of treatments , ive been on dovobet for approx 7 years and for about the last 5 years ive had severe plaque p on my elbows, knees,base of my spine and the back of my hands.
I have had UVB treatment twice which worked at the time but p returned with avengance as soon as i stopped going.
About 2 months ago i came out in a rash and yep it turned into guttate p , i now have that on top of my plaque p all over my torso, down both legs,on my scalp, down both arms and the groin
P has never really affected me too badly in my day to day life (apart from looking at my scarred hands all the time) but now i have it pretty much everywhere and its getting me down
my doctor doesnt seem to care and practically ignored me when i said i felt depressed , hes gave me a cupboard full of creams,lotions and potions but says i need to wait just like everyone else to see a dermotologist.
i have a very supportive family and hopefully my hospital appointment will come through soon , but i am at a total loss - when i look p up on the internet i feel bombarded with "miracle" treatments and causes
i believe because p comes from within , there is no point putting cream and steroid treatments on everyday - maybe i should be treating it from within.
if anyone fancies having a moan or just a wee chat about p please write back thankyou for reading , sorry for sounding so freakin needy but i had to get that all off my chest !!!