Hi guys. Well i've just been reading the message board because like most people, i don't feel alone with this.
I was sort of seeing this lad for 6 months and he never knew about my P because it's in places easy to hide, like spots on my back,
my scalp and my elbow (i put that down to dry skin) I was at a place in the relationship where i felt ready to tell im about it but it just so turns out the night before the 'big talk' he decides he 'wants to be friends'.
A normal teenage problem i guess (being dumped) but when it's out of the blue like that, it doesn't do much for my confidence.
Now i'm feeling really low. The guy i thought was
'different to all the rest' turns out to be a git! So disappointed and the stress isn't helping the P.
I just feel like i want to gain confidence, which will come with me clearing the P and go out clubbin up town where we always go, holding my head up high and having a great night to show him i dont need him, but at the moment, i don't feel good.
I always go through phases of
"i really want to clear it" but after going to the specialist (whatever they're called) i didn't feel too great. They advised to stay of sunbeds and thought all the 'ray treatment' that i'd heard about, wasn't a good idea for me because i'm not covered.
What's happening with upcoming treatments? What's the injections about? Is there light at the end of the tunnel?
Sorry to babble on, i just feel at rock bottom!
