Leamarie,
I can relate to what your saying. I also have been thinking of stopping the MTX, they only have me on 10 mg, but thte jint pains are getting worse and in areas that are not normally sore. I dont feel that the drug is helping so what is the point.
I think a break, even for 6 months, will let you evaluate if the drugs are working for you or are against you.
This is a wholly personal decision, but the comments from others may be worth considering, next step possible biologiss ?
I think quality of life is important and that includes that with your family. I am also irritible most days and feel that it is not fair on my family.
Sharon.