Thanks everyone, I know I should ask about more pain relief, especially at night, but I'm scared about how many other types of chemical c**p I'll end up filling my body with and the side effects. I will ask though, maybe if I can get more sleep I'll be a nicer person to be around in the mornings!
Also, while I'm here. I had the worst pain so far began on Saturday. I was just walking around Great Yarmouth with my kids and my left ankle started hurting. It was one of those sharp shooting pains, totally unwarranted too. I hobbled along, but then and for the first time so far, the pain was so bad that I had to stop. I literally couldn't put any weight on it at all. After a couple of minutes, I managed to limp on and it eased a bit, but it has stayed with me and was burning last night.
I think that the thing I'm finding hardest to cope with, apart from the general unfairness of having this poxy condition, is the unfairness with which it selects it's joints. I didn't do anything to that ankle, I wasn't using it any more than the other or more than usual. I had to dig out one of my old mountain walking poles to help me get around FFS. I'm only 39 and otherwise fit and healthy! (I'm screaming that at some non-existant responsible person, btw).
Oh, and while I'm ranting, these oral steroids aren't nearly as effective as the injections either. The random pains only went away for a day or so before coming back.
On top of all that, I'm no longer the happy-go-lucky, fun person I used to be and my new family don't deserve that. I hadn't even considered how this fekkin thing could affect everyone close to me too. Now I'm failing to hold back the tears in the middle of an office full of people. I think I need some fresh air...